What happened

When I was at the gym I told myself I was going to go everyday no matter what! Nothing was going to get in my way. Well I guess I was wrong because I let things get in my way and I have not made it to the gym in two days. I am always so hard on myself when I do this, like many of us are, but why didn't I make it? This is not like me because I am an intelligent, determined, ambitious, overachiever...why can't I be an overachiever when it comes to weight loss?  I was off to a good start and then wham something held me back again. I ate wrong, drank too much pop, did not exercise, and from the looks of it I am staying up way to late tonight. I keep trying to tell myself Abbey you can do this, you can be committed to a lifestyle change, loose weight and get healthy. I have beaten so many odds before why can't I beat this one. It seems so friggin easy, just stop eating bad stuff and go to the gym. For God's sake I am paying for it in more ways than one.